Sunday, February 26, 2012

new obsession?

i have this new obsession.
this new obsession is of these five men.
called One Direction.
i am in love with them. 
and i'm pretty positive one of them is meant to marry me.

what attractive men.


sometimes, you've just got to stay positive.
you can't let "them" keep ruining everything you try to do.
just because they say you don't have friends doesn't mean they're right.
just because they say you're not pretty doesn't mean you aren't.
just because they say sorry, doesn't really mean they are.
sometimes there are people in your life that you need to just let them be themselves,
and say what they want. 
even if its about you.
and not let it affect your life.
just because they did it last year, doesn't mean they will this year.
i guess people just make mistakes. 
you can't let their mistakes ruin your life.
girls can be mean.
and they can be mean to a lot of people,
and still have a lot of friends.
that doesn't mean it's the cool thing to do.
and it doesn't mean you are any less cool than them.
because in this case, it's cool, to be un-cool.

Sunday, February 5, 2012


the sweethearts dance is in 6 days(:
i get to go with the lovely... Logan Bullock!
its going to be so fun (:

first, peyton took me out to get hot chocolate.

then, i came home to chocolate kisses all over my floor, making a path. so i followed it down the stairs...

kept following the path to my bathroom...

then to my room...

& there was a bear sitting on my bed holding a rose.
So great (:

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Reflection time.

I never really thought about the new year until this week. I didn't realize how much can happen in one year! I know I'm a little late, but let's look back on 2011(:

The year started at Diana marsh's house. Best party of my life. But filled with drama at the same time. Everyone standing around the piano, singing songs. Men running around the neighborhood shirtless in the snow. January was full of fun, and basketball. Febuary was full of soccer, and meeting new people. March had softball and soccer, lots of drama, and I just happened to make the biggest mistake I've ever made. Making me lose almost all of my friends. ...I still don't know what the mistake was. April was great. Turned 15, got my second kiss, and made some new friends. May made me nervous. June I got a tumor removed from my neck. Which led to nerve damage. Now, I have limited movement with my shoulder, and can't feel half my face, neck, or shoulder. July... Peaks every day. Hanging out with my two best friends(: august and September were full of soccer.every day(: October was full of parties and fun. November was a great family time. And 11/11/11 December... Let the summer countdown begin.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

just stay strong.

everyone will have a point in their life, when nothing seems to be going right. at all.
sometimes when this happens, it doesn't go away.
maybe it's a sign.
maybe it's a sign telling you to change your life.
take a chance. it's okay. as long as you bring some protection just in case you fall.
if you were to die today, would you feel accomplished?
i wouldn't! i didn't get to play varsity soccer yet. which means my life is definitely NOT complete.
i have not gotten to shoot a goal in rio-tinto stadium. my life is not complete.
i haven't gone wind surfing in hawaii. my life is not complete.
there are so many things that people want to do with their lives.
but who knows? you could die tomorrow.
you cant just sit and watch the storms pass.
cause there is just going to be another one eventually.
don't sit your life through.
do something with it.
now, i'm off to practice. my next chance to play varsity is in only 203 days...(:

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

unhealthy relationships 101

today in health, we learned about unhealthy relationships. i thought i would put it on my blog, for those of you who don't have this health class. if you are going to go into high school soon, be sure to take that class. its the best(: i'm going to take some stuff out of the packet we did today. it helps so much(:

how does it start?
-they act like they are really in need of you.
-they disrespect your values.
-they keep you away from your friends.
-very controlling

the abuser acts like...
-theyre your hero.
-very flattery
-they like to have power
-they text and call you consistently
-put downs physically and mentally

some people think that unhealthy relationships are just if your boyfriend/girlfriend hits you, or beats you. that's not the only kind of unhealthy relationship. ask yourself these questions:
-does my boyfriend act controlling?
-does he make me feel like everything that goes wrong is my fault?
-do you two break up, then when he wants to get back together, you do. but when you want to, it just doesn't mean anything?
-is he dramatic?

these dont only happen with guys. girls can be this person too. so ask yourself if you do any of that? you might be going down hill with out even knowing.

all of these are signs of an unhealthy relationship. if you answered yes to any of these questions, look back on your relationship. is it an unhealthy one? if it is, take control. break up with him/her, and don't let them talk you into getting back together!