third post today...

alright alright

well this is my third post today.

but i saw this on facebook, and i had to share. 

the lovely Kirsten Goodman put this on...and i copied and pasted it. everyone read it.

full credit to her.

To all of the women in my life:
It takes a long time to believe good things about yourself. It’s hard to believe that you truly are beautiful inside and out despite the world’s distorted concept of beauty. It’s hard to believe that you are special and that anyone would be more than lucky to call you theirs. & It’s especially hard to believe it when the ones you want to hear it from are the ones that don’t say it. However, the words do not need to be said to be true. We are so quick to find the beauty in the women around us, but so slow to see the beauty in ourselves. Why should you be or deserve anything less? Perhaps our greatest strength and our best attribute as women is our ability to love – even when we are not loved in return. That is one of the most beautiful things about you & that is what defines you. Don’t let anyone tell you, convince you, or make you even consider that you are not beautiful or you are not capable of being loved. Do not allow yourself to believe that. You are lovely in every single way. There’s nothing wrong with you. You are perfect just the way you are and anyone who expects you to change does not recognize and truly appreciate your beauty. That is their loss. As good as you are to others, as patient as you are with them, as kind as you are to them, and as often as you recognize their beauty, be certain to do the same for yourself.

the boyfriend!

i find it very necessary to update the world of blogging on my love life.

his name is trey.

 we have been dating for 4 months, and 15 days.

this boy is my absolute best friend.

i tell him everything, and i sure hope he does the same to me.

i have never felt so comfortable around someone.

me and trey act like children.

we have nerf wars with his little brothers,

we have tickle fights to the point where we cant move any more.

we go shopping, and he helps me pick cute, modest, clothes.

this boy is my everything.

not just because he is my boyfriend.

but because he is my best friend.

new obsession?

i have this new obsession.
this new obsession is of these five men.
called One Direction.
i am in love with them. 
and i'm pretty positive one of them is meant to marry me.

what attractive men.

positive.

sometimes, you've just got to stay positive.

you can't let "them" keep ruining everything you try to do.

just because they say you don't have friends doesn't mean they're right.

just because they say you're not pretty doesn't mean you aren't.

just because they say sorry, doesn't really mean they are.

sometimes there are people in your life that you need to just let them be themselves,

and say what they want. 

even if its about you.

and not let it affect your life.

just because they did it last year, doesn't mean they will this year.

i guess people just make mistakes. 

you can't let their mistakes ruin your life.

girls can be mean.

and they can be mean to a lot of people,

and still have a lot of friends.

that doesn't mean it's the cool thing to do.

and it doesn't mean you are any less cool than them.

because in this case, it's cool, to be un-cool.

sweethearts?(:

the sweethearts dance is in 6 days(:

i get to go with the lovely... Logan Bullock!

its going to be so fun (:

first, peyton took me out to get hot chocolate.

then, i came home to chocolate kisses all over my floor, making a path. so i followed it down the stairs...

kept following the path to my bathroom...

then to my room...

& there was a bear sitting on my bed holding a rose.

So great (:

Reflection time.

I never really thought about the new year until this week. I didn't realize how much can happen in one year! I know I'm a little late, but let's look back on 2011(:

The year started at Diana marsh's house. Best party of my life. But filled with drama at the same time. Everyone standing around the piano, singing songs. Men running around the neighborhood shirtless in the snow. January was full of fun, and basketball. Febuary was full of soccer, and meeting new people. March had softball and soccer, lots of drama, and I just happened to make the biggest mistake I've ever made. Making me lose almost all of my friends. ...I still don't know what the mistake was. April was great. Turned 15, got my second kiss, and made some new friends. May made me nervous. June I got a tumor removed from my neck. Which led to nerve damage. Now, I have limited movement with my shoulder, and can't feel half my face, neck, or shoulder. July... Peaks every day. Hanging out with my two best friends(: august and September were full of soccer.every day(: October was full of parties and fun. November was a great family time. And 11/11/11 December... Let the summer countdown begin.

just stay strong.

everyone will have a point in their life, when nothing seems to be going right. at all.
sometimes when this happens, it doesn't go away.
maybe it's a sign.
maybe it's a sign telling you to change your life.
take a chance. it's okay. as long as you bring some protection just in case you fall.
if you were to die today, would you feel accomplished?
i wouldn't! i didn't get to play varsity soccer yet. which means my life is definitely NOT complete.
i have not gotten to shoot a goal in rio-tinto stadium. my life is not complete.
i haven't gone wind surfing in hawaii. my life is not complete.
there are so many things that people want to do with their lives.
but who knows? you could die tomorrow.
you cant just sit and watch the storms pass.
cause there is just going to be another one eventually.
don't sit your life through.
do something with it.
now, i'm off to practice. my next chance to play varsity is in only 203 days...(: