new obsession?

i have this new obsession.
this new obsession is of these five men.
called One Direction.
i am in love with them. 
and i'm pretty positive one of them is meant to marry me.

what attractive men.

Reflection time.

I never really thought about the new year until this week. I didn't realize how much can happen in one year! I know I'm a little late, but let's look back on 2011(:

The year started at Diana marsh's house. Best party of my life. But filled with drama at the same time. Everyone standing around the piano, singing songs. Men running around the neighborhood shirtless in the snow. January was full of fun, and basketball. Febuary was full of soccer, and meeting new people. March had softball and soccer, lots of drama, and I just happened to make the biggest mistake I've ever made. Making me lose almost all of my friends. ...I still don't know what the mistake was. April was great. Turned 15, got my second kiss, and made some new friends. May made me nervous. June I got a tumor removed from my neck. Which led to nerve damage. Now, I have limited movement with my shoulder, and can't feel half my face, neck, or shoulder. July... Peaks every day. Hanging out with my two best friends(: august and September were full of soccer.every day(: October was full of parties and fun. November was a great family time. And 11/11/11 December... Let the summer countdown begin.

wanted.

everyone has felt unwanted before. and all you want is for someone to come along and make your day. i'll admit... thats me basically every day. but I got thinking about it. how can you want someone else to make your day, when you don't even try. all you need to do is use one muscle, and smile at someone. or use a few thumb movements, and text them something happy.
sometimes all someone needs is for you to text them and tell them you love them. for all you know, that text could be saving them from suicide. I learned that in health a while back.
sometimes, you just have bad days. It happens to everyone. Maybe you feel left out, maybe you feel unwanted because others seem more wanted, maybe you wish that one boy would just like you, maybe your hair isn't working out, maybe you've got a huge zit on the middle of your forehead, maybe your family is moving and you just don't want to leave, and maybe you just need someone to be your friend every day, so you don't get left alone, maybe you want to know what your gonna do on a Friday night, instead of pray that someone will call you.
90% of the people who read this, are thinking right now "that's sooo true about me right now" because 90% of your life, you will have something on the back of your mind thinking about problems, and things you wish you were. Everyday is different. Different people have different problems. maybe one thing, maybe 100. in my case, that's my list.


but tomorrow is a new day. embrace it.

heartaches, and mistakes.

i wish i could take back texts.

if i hadn't hit that send button. 

..asking if you honestly still liked her.

we wouldn't be where we are right now.

she is one of my two my best friends.

i can't make that mistake again.

i'm still recovering from the last time i made that mistake. 

me & her barely even talk anymore. i can't stand it.

you were so cute to me.

you would drop me off at my house last, just so we could talk alone.

but this time, you dropped me off first.

one text message. 

with one question.

can make or break everything. 

my song right now?

love life by he is we.

"heartaches and mistakes, how many hits can a good girl take?"

obsessive? just a bit.

everyone has a tv show that is on every week, and they can not stand to miss it.

for most people, their "show" is pretty little liars, or secret life of an american teenager.

well mine... is sweet home alabama.

In the first season, this girl named devin was like a batchlorette. 10 city guys and 10 country guys came, and they all wanted to be the final boy. it got down to the final 2 (tribble reese, and adam moyer) and she chose adam. so tribble got a chance. now it's the second season, and 11 city girls, and 11 country girls come to "win his heart." basically, i'm obsessed with this show. and the final two girls (tristin and jackie) are left. tomorrow he says who wins. i'm so excited. i like the country girls the best! tristin is country, and jackie is city. tribble is country, so he haaaaas to choose tristin! 

tribble and the girls!

tribble reese....babe.    

the country girls (: my favorites? the farthest to the left, and the third to the left. courtney & tristin(:

stolen.

read this story. i love it(:
i stole it from brittney.
who stole it from someone,
who stole it from someone else.
enjoy (:

A little boy asked his mother, “Why are you crying?” 

“Because I’m a woman,” she told him.   

 “I don’t understand,” he said. 

His Mom just hugged him and said, “And you never will.”   

 Later the little boy asked his father, “Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?”   

 “All women cry for no reason,” was all his dad could say.   

 The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.   

 Finally he put in a call to God. 

When God got on the phone, he asked, “God, why do women cry so easily?”    

God said, “When I made the woman she had to be special.   

 I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,    

yet gentle enough to give comfort.    

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.    

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.    

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.    

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.    

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.    

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed.”    

“You see my son,” said God, “the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.   

 The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides.”   

 Author: Unknown