new obsession?

i have this new obsession.
this new obsession is of these five men.
called One Direction.
i am in love with them. 
and i'm pretty positive one of them is meant to marry me.

what attractive men.

sweethearts?(:

the sweethearts dance is in 6 days(:

i get to go with the lovely... Logan Bullock!

its going to be so fun (:

first, peyton took me out to get hot chocolate.

then, i came home to chocolate kisses all over my floor, making a path. so i followed it down the stairs...

kept following the path to my bathroom...

then to my room...

& there was a bear sitting on my bed holding a rose.

So great (:

unhealthy relationships 101

today in health, we learned about unhealthy relationships. i thought i would put it on my blog, for those of you who don't have this health class. if you are going to go into high school soon, be sure to take that class. its the best(: i'm going to take some stuff out of the packet we did today. it helps so much(:

how does it start?
-they act like they are really in need of you.
-they disrespect your values.
-they keep you away from your friends.
-very controlling

the abuser acts like...
-theyre your hero.
-very flattery
-they like to have power
-they text and call you consistently
-put downs physically and mentally

some people think that unhealthy relationships are just if your boyfriend/girlfriend hits you, or beats you. that's not the only kind of unhealthy relationship. ask yourself these questions:
-does my boyfriend act controlling?
-does he make me feel like everything that goes wrong is my fault?
-do you two break up, then when he wants to get back together, you do. but when you want to, it just doesn't mean anything?
-is he dramatic?

these dont only happen with guys. girls can be this person too. so ask yourself if you do any of that? you might be going down hill with out even knowing.

all of these are signs of an unhealthy relationship. if you answered yes to any of these questions, look back on your relationship. is it an unhealthy one? if it is, take control. break up with him/her, and don't let them talk you into getting back together!

heartaches, and mistakes.

i wish i could take back texts.

if i hadn't hit that send button. 

..asking if you honestly still liked her.

we wouldn't be where we are right now.

she is one of my two my best friends.

i can't make that mistake again.

i'm still recovering from the last time i made that mistake. 

me & her barely even talk anymore. i can't stand it.

you were so cute to me.

you would drop me off at my house last, just so we could talk alone.

but this time, you dropped me off first.

one text message. 

with one question.

can make or break everything. 

my song right now?

love life by he is we.

"heartaches and mistakes, how many hits can a good girl take?"

obsessive? just a bit.

everyone has a tv show that is on every week, and they can not stand to miss it.

for most people, their "show" is pretty little liars, or secret life of an american teenager.

well mine... is sweet home alabama.

In the first season, this girl named devin was like a batchlorette. 10 city guys and 10 country guys came, and they all wanted to be the final boy. it got down to the final 2 (tribble reese, and adam moyer) and she chose adam. so tribble got a chance. now it's the second season, and 11 city girls, and 11 country girls come to "win his heart." basically, i'm obsessed with this show. and the final two girls (tristin and jackie) are left. tomorrow he says who wins. i'm so excited. i like the country girls the best! tristin is country, and jackie is city. tribble is country, so he haaaaas to choose tristin! 

tribble and the girls!

tribble reese....babe.    

the country girls (: my favorites? the farthest to the left, and the third to the left. courtney & tristin(:

the boy who cried girlfriend.

we all know who this boy is.
well most of you do.
almost every blog i have ever read has said something about this boy.
this boy calls you *or your friend* his girlfriend.
he tells you he loves you. but he doesn't.
he texts you every day. just like every other girl in his contact list.
he tells you things you think are specially meant for you. but 3 other girls just got that same text.
you go write about him and how cute he is to you in your blog.  then you read a post just like the one you just wrote about him, and the "special things" he says to you.

lets face it.
*to boy who cried girlfriend * you doesn't have a girlfriend. you have many girlfriends.  your sixteen. it is okay to date around! but when your lips have more friends than you do...that's a problem. you don't really love her, so don't say it. you can't tell her you've never felt this way before, and send it to two girls. but most importantly... you can't hold a girls hand. while texting another girl, saying you love her. 
 lets be real. youre a whore.

when your in high school..

when your in high school...

people are gonna talk whether your doing bad or good.

boys will kiss and diss you.

there will be girls that you just cant be around.
and boys that you have to be around.

there will be people that need your comfort,

and sometimes..there are people who are a little too dramatic.

but comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama, and people who create it. and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad, and focus solely on the good. cause life is too short to be anything but happy. (:

her fairytale.

everyone's got their own little dream date they've got in mind. mine goes something like this:

fourth of july. he picks me up and we drive up the canyon. we go up to squat peak, where we can see the whole valley, and he pulls out a blanket, sets it on the hood of his car, and we sit on it and watch all the fireworks going on.  he has a picnic basket full of food, so we have a picnic on his car, and we stay there until the last firework.
(: